Memories, Macross Plus and Past Lives

Humanity’s heaviest burden is the knowledge of entropy. We live our lives with the quiet, constant awareness that everything is finite. We do what we can, all the while knowing that, eventually, all that will remain will be memories of who we were and what we did.

In this sense, Koji Morimoto’s Magnetic Rose and Shoji Kawamori’s Macross Plus function as two sides of a singular, haunting coin. They are elegies for the past lives we lead within a single biological span. These films suggest that we are not singular entities but a succession of ghosts, with each version of ourselves dying to make room for the next. When we refuse to let these internal ancestors rest, they manifest as monsters—either as a literal graveyard in the stars or a digital idol that consumes the world.

The philosophical anchor of this struggle is mono no aware, the deep realization that beauty is inextricably linked to its own expiration. In Magnetic Rose, the opera singer Eva Friedel commits a metaphysical rebellion against this truth; paralyzed by regret, she engages in a total denial of reality, turning her orbital station into a baroque, gilded reliquary where time is forbidden to move. Yoko Kanno’s majestic score reinforces this stagnation by weaving in motifs from Madame Butterfly with melancholic saxaphone. The music is lush and operatic, yet it feels suffocating; it is the sound of a past life refusing to be buried. Much like that tragic heroine, Eva is caught in a loop of waiting for a return that can never happen.

This desire to resurrect what should remain in the past finds a technological echo in Macross Plus. Here, the past life is the shared childhood of Isamu, Guld, and Myung - but a frozen moment of betrayal has stalled their emotional growth. This void is filled by Sharon Apple, an AI idol who synthesizes Myung’s repressed memories into a hypnotic, universal ecstasy. Sharon represents the antithesis of ichigo-ichie, the once-in-a-lifetime encounter. While Sharon offers a manufactured eternity through cold, synthetic melodies, the track Voices carries the warmth of Myung’s true self. Fragile and acoustic, it represents a soul finally capable of growth and atonement.

This psychological divide is further emphasized by the visual contrast between analog grit and digital perfection. The hand-drawn detail of the Valkyries and the rusted corridors of the space station represent the messy, tactile reality of human experience. Scarred by heat and time, they echo the physical toll of living and aging. Conversely, the computer-generated imagery used for Sharon Apple and Eva’s simulation represents a sterile, untouchable perfection. This digital sheen is the visual language of stagnation—a world where nothing matures because nothing is allowed to decay.

Ultimately, maturity is found in the transition from the tomb to the transcendent. In Magnetic Rose, there is no atonement, only the silence of the vacuum as Eva chooses the preservation of a moment over the truth of its passing. Macross Plus, however, offers a path forward through the courageous act of reclamation. Guld’s maturity arrives when his repressed memories return; he does not flee from his past actions but accepts the weight of his regret, atoning through a final, selfless sacrifice. Myung, too, finds peace by choosing the vulnerability of the now over the digital ghosts of her youth.

True peace comes from the understanding that while we can never retrieve a moment, the fact that it happened at all is enough to justify the eventual cold of the void. To truly live is to allow the past life to remain in the past - to look at the ruins of Eva’s palace or the wreckage of a Valkyrie and find beauty in their ending. The gentle sadness of mono no aware is not a weight to be avoided, but the very wind that moves us forward.

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Lost Manga and Anime

I've recently immersed myself in a nostalgic journey through the late 80s and early 90s manga and anime that shaped my youth. It has been a truly enlightening experience traveling back to an amazingly formative period in my life as I navigate through what some may call a mild mid-life crisis. It was a golden time for 'Japanimation' - that term still makes me shudder a little- and this period holds a truly special place in my media-consuming heart.

Now, I had a lot of VHS tapes, both original and recorded but with my many house moves and the transition from VHS to DVD I shed a lot of my manga and anime VHS collection along the way. I give them away to friends, exchanged them at CEX for credit or donated some to charity shops. I had many bootleg copies of series that I have saved on a hard drive but my physical collection has whittled down somewhat.

Manga Entertainment built a bit of a cult following in its heydey of the late 80s and early 90s. When the transition of VHS to DVD came, it re-released its main titles but all the others disappeared as VHS was phased out. Classic series like 3x3 Eyes, Crying Freeman, Guyver, Angel Cop, Devil Man and Doomed Megalopolis remained stuck on VHS, never getting an official DVD release in the UK. I praise the sun for my multi-region DVD and Blu-Ray player as I know some of these have been released abroad but there is so much more that has been lost. Even the early anime rippers and translator forums, which were the lifeblood for fans seeking unreleased or undistributed media, are empty. As a result, we have lost many good anime titles that may have otherwise found their way to eager modern audiences who want to look into the past.

Determining the exact number of titles that lack official releases on DVD or Blu-Ray poses quite the challenge and, while not classified as lost media (as they can often be accessed through alternative means such as various video streaming platforms and torrent sites) it would be great to see specialised distributors, similar to those catering to horror films, to consider producing limited print runs for these sought-after titles in contemporary formats at a reasonable price.

I'm beyond excited for the Macross Plus Blu-Ray but the limited edition £150 release is too rich for my blood. The 4-part series is an all-timer for me as it introduced me to the music of Yoko Kanno and the wonders of rogue AI Sharon Apple. Hopefully, a £30 or so regular Blu-Ray release will be forthcoming and pave the way for other classic anime and manga OAVs, films and series to finally see the light of day again. I think there is a niche market for physical releases of old skool manga and hope we get more.